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63 Days to Miss Oil City

The Game Plan for Sophie Atomic

So, here we are. Sixty-three days out from Miss Oil City.
I’ve got my registration in, my lashes on standby, and a whole lot of work to do before I strut across that stage as Sophie Atomic.

This is going to be my official Pinup Prep kickoff, and I’m claiming Mondays right here on the blog to track the chaos, glamour, breakdowns, glow-ups, and everything in between.

I’m not starting from scratch. I’m down about 45 to 50 pounds so far, depending on the day. I’ve been in a plateau for a minute (hi, I see you), but I’ve got my eyes set on shedding another 20 to 30 before showtime. Not because I have to. Because I want to feel like myself, dialed up to 11.

What Needs to Get Done

Let’s be real. Sixty-three days sounds like a lot until you write out the list. So here it is. Everything I need to work on if I want to bring Sophie Atomic to life on that stage.

👗 Outfit Planning
I don’t just want to wear something cute. I want a look. A moment. Something that gives cheeky rebel with a wink of spooky sweetness. If I have time and it makes sense, I may call in my sister for something custom. That might be more realistic for Rock’n’Route Rendezvous later in the year.

✅ Signature outfit, with backup
✅ Proper undergarments that lift, smooth, and let me breathe
✅ Accessories that scream “planned” instead of “panicked”
✅ Shoes I can strut in without dying

💃 Walk Like Shalom
You know the moment. Shalom Harlow gliding like liquid confidence. Every movement intentional. Soft, strong, unforgettable. That’s the energy I want to bring. Not just a walk. A presence.

✅ Daily strut practice, mirror or hallway or kitchen
✅ Record myself once a week to spot what needs work
✅ Channel Sophie in every move. Confident, clever, a little dangerous

🎭 Character Building
Sophie Atomic isn’t just a name. She’s a whole vibe. A cheeky little hellraiser with a pin-up pout and a don’t-mess-with-me sparkle in her eye.

✅ Write a backstory or character bio
✅ Start journaling as her once a week to get in the mindset
✅ Practice embodying her in mirror poses and daily movement

💄 Hair and Makeup Trials
I can’t show up looking like I just rolled out of bed unless it’s in a glam robe and victory rolls. Hair and makeup need to be locked in and able to hold up under nerves, lights, and hopefully a tiara.

✅ Full glam once a week to test and time the process
✅ Pick a go-to lip color and hairstyle that feels like Sophie
✅ Learn from every trial what works, what doesn’t, and what melts off under pressure

📸 Mirror Poses and Photo Practice
Photos are half the game. I want to hit my angles with confidence, not guess and hope for the best.

✅ Practice five to ten go-to poses in the mirror every day
✅ Set up at least two full-glam photo sessions, even if they’re DIY
✅ Study poses from vintage pinups and modern icons. Steal like an artist

📉 Body Goals and Stamina
Like I said, I’m already down 45 to 50 pounds. But this next stretch is about more than the number. I want stamina, glow, and confidence. I want to feel strong when I walk on stage.

✅ Stick to my Virta plan
✅ Keep moving every day, even when I don’t want to
✅ Stretch more. Sleep better. Hydrate like a queen
✅ Cut down on self-trash talk. It doesn’t belong in the dressing room

😁 Smile, Darling
I don’t need a blindingly white Hollywood smile, but I do want to feel confident grinning under those lights.

✅ Add tooth whitening to my nightly routine
✅ Cut back on things that stain. Iced coffee, I still love you
✅ Drink more water. Yes, with a straw

🗓️ My Weekly Breakdown
To keep from losing my mind, I’m giving myself themed focus days.

Monday: Blog post, progress photos, walk practice
Tuesday: Hair or makeup trial
Wednesday: Character development, journaling as Sophie
Thursday: Full glam run-through
Friday: Outfit planning and accessorizing
Weekend: Reset, photo sessions, reflection, rest

That’s the plan. It’s not about being perfect. It’s about showing up, showing out, and reminding myself that I’m allowed to take up space and look damn good doing it.

So here’s to the next 63 days. Sophie Atomic is coming in hot and a little haunted.

Let’s get ready to blow the roof off Oil City.

See you next Monday. 💋

xoxo
-S

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Becoming Sophie Atomic

Why I Stopped Holding Myself Back and Stepped Into Pinup

For as long as I can remember, I’ve loved the world of pinup and rockabilly. The bold styles, the effortless confidence, the timeless silhouettes. I was drawn to it in a way that felt almost instinctual, like I had known in another life that I belonged there.

But I never let myself truly step into it.

I spent years believing I wasn’t enough. Not pretty enough. Not thin enough. Not the right type of person for it. Somewhere along the way, I absorbed the idea that pinup was for a certain kind of woman, and I wasn’t it.

I don’t know exactly where that belief came from. Maybe it was growing up in a world that constantly tells women they need to fit a mold. Maybe it was the echoes of people making fun of me when I was younger for dressing in the style. Maybe it was an ex-boyfriend, years ago, who went out of his way to make me feel less than; an insecurity that lingered far longer than he ever did.

But here’s what I do know: I was wrong.

Every woman is worthy. Every woman has value. And the only thing that had ever kept me from stepping into this world was me.

I turned 40 last December and realized that my life was not what I wanted. It was also not what 15-year-old me had dreamed of. That was a gut punch, but it was also a turning point. I decided that if I wanted something different, I had to stop waiting and go after it.

So I did. And the moment I took that first step, the doors flew open.

How It All Started: Saying Yes to Miss Oil City

The first opportunity came unexpectedly.

Boston Betty, who competes in pinup and works as a photographer, reached out to invite my roller derby team to compete in Miss Oil City, a pinup pageant happening on May 24th in Casper, Wyoming. She was waiving the entry fee for the skaters, giving us a chance to step into something completely new.

I freaked out.

For two hours, I spiraled, going back and forth between I want to do this so badly and I can’t, I’ll make a fool of myself. But then a teammate said six words that changed everything:

“Why don’t you just go for it?”

So I did.

That one choice, the decision to say yes, set off a chain reaction.

From Casper to Arizona: The RockNRoute Rendezvous

After I signed up for Miss Oil City, the universe decided to test just how serious I was about stepping into this new world.

Through the pageant, I was introduced to an incredible woman named Jezebel Jinx, who runs a huge pinup community in Williams, Arizona. She told me she was doing a speed round of applications for RockNRoute Rendezvous, a major pinup competition happening September 13–14, but applications closed the next day.

My stomach dropped.

I wanted to apply. I really wanted to apply. But fear crept in again.

Thankfully, my mom, the absolute rock that she is, pushed me to go for it. And so, I did. Less than 24 hours later, I found out I had been accepted.

In two months, I had gone from doubting whether I even belonged in pinup to competing in two pageants, one of them at a national level.

This wasn’t just something I admired anymore. I was in it.

Finding My Place in the Pinup Community

I expected to feel out of place.

I thought I’d be the odd one out, the woman fumbling through her first steps in a world full of polished professionals. But what I found instead was one of the most supportive, empowering groups of women I’ve ever met.

These aren’t just pretty faces posing for photos. These are real women with real lives, real struggles, and real stories. And yet, no matter what they have going on, they show up for each other. They cheer each other on, hype each other up, and make sure no one feels like they don’t belong.

For so long, I had believed that stepping into this world required perfection. It doesn’t. It requires confidence, authenticity, and the courage to take up space.

Yesterday, for the first time, I felt it click.

As the women around me told me I was beautiful, that they were proud of me for taking a chance on myself, something shifted. I wasn’t an outsider looking in.

I belonged here.

Meet Sophie Atomic

With all of this happening, I knew I needed a name that fit the energy of this transformation.

I love all things Cold War era. The Atomic Age, the mid-century aesthetic, the firecracker energy of it all. It felt right. Sophie is cute, pinup-esque, and keeps the “S” theme that still feels like me.

And so, Sophie Atomic was born.

Sophie Atomic isn’t a character. She’s me without the fear. She’s me at full confidence, at full volume.

The Next Chapter: Miss Oil City, RockNRoute, and My First Magazine Feature

Right now, I’m in full prep mode. I’ve spent hours scrolling Pinterest for outfit ideas, practicing hair and makeup, working on my walk, my poses, my presence.

At first, I thought I had to play it safe. Lean into classic or kitschy pinup because that’s what felt “acceptable.” But the more I grow into this, the more I realize that playing it safe isn’t me.

I’m not just pinup. I’m rockabilly. I’m psychobilly. I’m a little louder, a little edgier, a little rougher around the edges. And that’s exactly the kind of energy I’m bringing to these competitions.

Beyond the pageants, I’m also planning my first magazine feature in Rods N’ Rebels. Jezebel Jinx, who runs the magazine, has welcomed me into her La’Rouge Rebelz troupe and invited me to submit photos whenever I’m ready. She told me she has every faith I’ll fit right in.

That moment, standing there realizing a pinup magazine will be publishing my photos, was surreal.

If You’re Waiting for the Right Time, Stop Waiting

If I’ve learned anything through this journey, it’s this: you don’t need permission to chase the life you want.

I used to think I wasn’t enough. But the truth is, it doesn’t matter what size you are, what you look like, or how much experience you have. You are worthy. You have value.

And if there’s something calling to you, something you’ve always wanted to do but fear has held you back, this is your sign to go for it.

I spent years standing on the sidelines. That ends now.

Follow My Journey + Get Inspired

I’ll be sharing every step of this experience, from competitions to behind-the-scenes looks at my transformation, on:
📌 Pinterest – My pinup inspiration board
📷 Instagram: @LevelUpSaho – Outfits, pageant prep, and photoshoots
📺 YouTube: LevelUpSaho – Vlogs and behind-the-scenes content
📝 Right here on this blog – Deep dives into my journey

This is just the beginning. Let’s make it happen.

xoxo
-S